*sigh* I'm a failure at blogging.

I blog in my mind almost daily. Does that count for anything? If I had a super cool high-tech phone I could blog with, then I'd be a more faithful blogger.

Update for me in 40 years -

Colby - our relationship has highs and lows. I suppose most do, but our lows worry me to the point of asking deep, serious questions. Such as, is this the relationship/man for me? Do I forge ahead and try to have faith we'll work it out. I mean sooner the later is better to discontinue the relationship if that were the case. The boys LOVE him to death. I love him, more than I ever have but I have more reservations now than I ever did before too.
Colby used to make me feel like I was this great, wonderful person whom he wanted to spend every second of his life with. He loved to look at me, spend time with me, talk with me and he *looked* at me with such passion and love - I haven't felt that in a long time. He used to talk about marrying me - a month into our relationship! It was premature yes, but I was compliment to have them think about us like that. It led me down a path of dreaming and fantasizing about weddings, I admit it. Now, he never talks about it. When I mention anything related to the sort, he either ignores me or changes the subject. Talk about a mood killer. :(
Anyway, this was supposed to be just an update. We're in therapy. We've gone once together, once just me and once just him. This week it is us together again.

Henry - is fabulous, of course. He played baseball this summer and the season just ended. (thank God!) He does have a post-season/tourney game Saturday.
He did 3 camps this summer - June 23-27 he was a daycamp for cub scouts. June 28-July 4 he went to YMCA CampWood. I'm sure he'll remember it for a lifetime. July 6 & 7 he went to Bear Camp with Colby and I - something I won't forget.

Lincoln - is growing and maturing. YAY! He joined Henry at the Field Trip Club this summer. It has been a challenge for Lincoln to keep up and control his behavior but I think we have a system in place that is working. My baby will start kindergarten next month!

Me - I'm fabulous too, of course. ;-) I'm taking a motorcycle training course Aug 8-10 that I'm VERY excited about. I'm looking for a motorcycle to buy but not having the greatest luck finding something in my price range.

I'm done. That's enough for today.