(if you really want know more about me, you should be on my myspace page, the shit gets updated more over there... AMY!)

now then, carry on, this is a c&p from myspace blog

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Vacation & Love
Current mood: happy

but not a vacation FROM love, mind you....

First, but not in the order of importance, that is important to note... are you following me?

I leave for a WEEK LONG vacation tomorrow morning. I have done no packing and I still have laundry to do and it is 10pm... ah well. I must blog tonight!
We're going to the Ozarks -- spending 3 days at Tan-tar-a and then moving on to tent camping. We were going to tent camp all week but the forecast is calling for rain and I LOVE camping but I haven't camped in the rain yet and I'd like to avoid it.
I'm SO excited about this vacation. I don't think I've ever needed a vacation more than I do right now, so this is perfect timing. I really love the friends I'm going with - we're going to have a great time together. And a WEEK OF VACATION! I've never taken a week off before. Damn that feels good to say. We leave bright and early tomorrow morning and then come back Saturday. I hope to get back early enough Saturday that we can make Henry's baseball game at 6pm.

Next, oh I know what, I saved the best for last - love. I AM IN LOVE! Oh my gosh, the bestest feeling in the whole wide world it is! I loved my ex, I know that but it was a love that I grew into, that developed over time and it became of love of obligation and it became work, hard, unsatisfying yucky work. Was NOT a labor of love....
Now this love, this love that I have for this man I speak of, is a deep, enriching, beautiful, happy, giddy, healthy kind of love. I've compared it to high school love only because I saw high schoolers over dramatizing the whole love thing and I rolled my eyes at them. I've compared this love to the love portrayed in movies. The love I am experiencing I didn't think really existed and now I now it does. I am SO thankful that I get to live and know a love like this and it had better last me a long life time. I LOVE THIS MAN!
If I could have wished for a man to love and love me, a man to honor and honor me, a man to look at me like he does and talk to me like he does and to touch me like he does - I would have got my order and then some. I've never felt true heartache before until this relationship. I felt it last Tuesday night and then again last night. It hurts. Not that there was anything wrong with our relationship, but because we were apart. He completes me. I can't stand to be apart from him - and here I am going on to be away from him for a week. I have cried thinking about that, but we spent a wonderful, fulfilling afternoon/evening together today and I feel ready. I can face my week ahead. Heck, the man gave me the shirt of his body so I can smell him and sleep with him while I'm away. I LOVE THIS MAN! He has my heart and I know I have his - and that alone is a wonderful feeling!

To his ex, should you ever read this, you lost out, big time. Thank you for passing on him so I can spend the rest.of.my.life with him!

To his mom, God bless you for raising such a wonderful, thoughtful and giving man. You have a fabulous son, but you already know this. It makes me smile inside and out to start to understand the relationship the two of you have. How awesome!

To Don, I've traced back to the root of how I came to meet him and it is because of you. Because of MySpace (to whom KaraW/Kark is to thank). Don and I talked, then Laurie had me go to Forsters for the first time, then I met Kimberly whom introduced me to her brother. Yay for my car breaking down and my ex being the ass he is and not fixing it which led me to need a tow home to which Colby came to my rescue!

To Kimberly, thank you for introducing us! Can you manage to be in the wedding and DJ for us too?

To his sister, please don't be too hard on him for being so late tonight. I really do appreciate every second I am with him.

To Verizon Wireless, thank you for only charging $10 for an extra phone line so I can talk to my man whenever I want. That first month we were together, between our 2 phone bills, we had $160 in overages!

As of today I've known this man for 7 weeks and it seems like 7 months or even 7 years. We've shared years worth of memories and love already, and I'm anxiously awaiting the future with him!